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Tuesday, June 12, 2012


...and balance is a well known concept from one's way of life to tips on home decor. I am utterly and immensely sensitive and yet susceptible to an unharmonious and unbalanced way of being. I tolerate a lot of unbalanced demands from the world and choose to stir harmony when it comes to fairness, truth and justice to try and balance injustice. Now that I'm freer, I have time to ponder on what would be my priority - an instant answer would be balance vs. harmony. Why? Simple. Because I opine that disruption of balance of any kind is already a violation of harmony that has been naturally intended for us. And as the aggressor that I am, who despises watching such violation I could not imagine not reacting in an unsrcupulous way to achieve a balance state again. An abused dog needs intervention and one may disrupt disharmony when you want to stop the abuser from continuing his act. My dad disagrees totally with my priority as he has reached a state of wisdom whereby negotiation can be done in a harmonious way. I guess i still have a lot to learn in the harmony chapter whereby I always just concentrate on results and have no regards for consequences. God, please grant me patience and harmony in my heart should I face more idiocy of the world, grant me hope when I see the hopelesness in this world, grant me love in my heart so I dont judge and punish. For all that is good is yours and all that is bad is from our own doings. Grant me the good of faith, hope and patience so that I can use all the good that you have granted me with for your cause. Guide me please so that I can achieve the harmony and balance that you see and you deem right for this world and the hereafter. For I am only human whom would not see what is right, without your consent.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Our Brand New Souls

It is not new, the trickery of the deception to humankind but we, our souls are new, and therefore we have to learn it through our journey on earth what has been promised by Lucifer to our Creator. And so they trick us once again using what we think we have evolved to understand with much more "sophistication" than the days of our forefathers. They become the system and order of our lives, so that we forget time and again that our true purpose is to worship God. Sounds extreme to some i understand, it still sounds extreme to me at times, especially when our days need to be filled with so many other worldly matters not just to amuse ourselves, but to even basically survive and pay our rents. Can we blame ourselves that we got distracted, confused and wanting. Can we blame ourselves that we are victims of an age old deception that will not stop until each soul is damned into darkness. Can we blame ourselves that we think of death as something awful that happens to others and therefore lead lives in the best way we know how.

Oh, how arrogant our souls are not to want to read what God the All Knowing has told us in his scriptures through Jesus (AS), Moses (AS) and Muhammad (SAW) so that we can have a chance to not get confused by the deception. Bediuurzamman wrote many works during the time that humans are too engrossed with themselves, their beliefs and their systems. He wrote not in the context of preaching to what you have to do as human in relations to God, but in the context of our existence first and where we encounter with Divinity.

There is only 2 divisions, ones who follow God and others who follow Lucifers, the others are a consequence of deception so that we are divided in remembering and worshipping the One true God. And at these times, are the most trying times. They are near to deceiving us big time as we usher in the "year of Aquarius". They deceive us with terrorism which they commit so that Islam will be even even further from humanity. They will deceive us again in 2012 which will not be the end of the world, but a world which will be fooled by mass deception. Let's pray that Light that God has originally put in our hearts will prevail in darkness.

Some good reads and watch:-